Issues.

I have issues with what should I blog about. Really.

I keep thinking this is not worth blogging about, that is also not worth blogging about and VOILA! A dead blog is what you'll get. I'm not surprise why Nuffnang has been such a cheapo and only give me 50 cents (at least I think it's 50 cents the last time I checked) for over a year.


I've been blog hopping and I came across Krity's post where she mentioned about a Bio lesson on child labour. You know, my class's Bio lessons are pretty mundane. Rosmawati would be talking away in front in what seems to be English but it sounds more like gibberish/gobbledygook to me and my brains just automatically tunes off to find a comfy spot of the table. What with the cosy surrounding of the lab.. I'm not entirely sure whether my grades would be any better even if I did pay attention during her classes.


Back to the child labour, it's mind-blowing to know that we're the product of the fusion of the smallest cell and the biggest cell in our body. It's pretty awesome how our body works, ey? Most women say that the process of giving birth is probably one of the most beautiful phase in their life. I guess I'm just not enlightened by my mum or something. I mean how can a dilation of 10cm be the most beautiful process of one's life??? I can picture myself going YEEEEEEEE-OOOOWWWWWW!!. I cannot possibly take in every second of child labour as if Nasmir gave me an unlimited supply of mamak food for the rest of my life. Maybe it takes time to come to a stage to realise child bearing is a painful yet beautiful process.



I can't help but to wonder, why is it that God chose women to bear kids? Why not men? Why not let them have a taste of what it truly feels to be pregnant so that they would realise the consequences of knocking girls up? Enlighten me, anyone?

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Updates

Ever since Mr. Ngoi installed the wireless connection at Ngoi's residence, I've been onlining. Daily. DAILY! And with a desktop and a laptop, I can almost online whenever I want to even if I'm pooping in the toilet. Oh oh and not to mention my annoying sister whom Instant Messages me for fun even if she is just sitting next to me -.- Sometimes I do doubt whether is she really 21.

Five Minutes to Ponder ?

"You don't know what you've got until it's gone. "

Everyone should have heard of the death of Michael Jackson by now. If you have not, God bless you! You must be a really sad person who is deprived of entertainment and human contact. I am not exactly a hardcore fan of MJ nor do I listen to his song. Okay, I'll be very honest. If it wasn't because of his death, we wouldn't be listening to his songs on the radio channels. I wouldn't log on to Youtube and start searching for MJ's songs. I wouldn't even have given MJ some thought on an ordinary day what more listening to his songs. I'm actually disappointed with myself for not giving his songs a chance, for not giving MJ a chance. Underneath the artificial face is probably a real black man with feelings who truly cares for the welfare of troubled kids. What frustrates me the most is that why now? Why do I only see this now? Why is it that the world only see this side of him now when he is already dead? Why listen to his songs now but not before this? I guess it all balls down to the statement above. "You don't know what you've got until it's gone." True enough, right? Taking things for granted, taking your loved ones for granted. We're only humans.. I'm still figuring out how to be contented and not to take anything for granted. Michael Jackson is like a reminder to myself to appreciate my family and friends around me. Especially my grandfather whom will eventually leave me behind. For this, I would like to thank you, Michael Jackson for shedding some light and of course (!) , discovering pop music and the ever-so-famous-move, the moonwalk.


P/S: Finally a post after a month, huh? There were a lot to blog about in this one month but I guess I was too lazy to (?) I apologise for that. In the mean time, I'm trying to bond with Bio since I scored a C for mid year. See! I wasn't kidding about screwing Bio kau kau. Anyone out there that can knock some Bio in me? :D