Life without MY SIS.

Okay. Im sitting here in front of my comp thinking bout da future. First thing that popped up is.. my sis is no longer in f6. What does it mean? It means my sis is going to uni. And it also means that she won't be around often. Life without her= MISERY. Eventhough she likes, actually loves to bully me, its fun you know. No watching zack n cody with her. No laughing at her jokes.No fighting for the last bar of chocolate. No chatting when the lights are off. No going to school together. No fighting for the comp. No tutor for MATH. No useful advice. No anything we used to do together. God, im so upset now. Time passes so fast. She's 19 and im 15. sighs. I guess all i can do now is just spend more time with her. And appreciate all she did for me. I bet she can't believe im writting this right now. Neither do I. She never knew i look up upon her a lot. She tought me so much about life. about da world. about everything even friends cant teach.Well, i guess all that comes must come one day. Just hope that day is not around the corner. =[

2o. jan

School started for 2 weeks. But its like months for me. Waking up at the crack of dawn like some rooster is really wearing me out. sighs. There is just so many things to do. And guess wat? Im already behind piles of homework. GREAT! Busy&occupied are the best words to describe this week. Next Monday is da Gm. oh dear. CL is right. I am so not capable of doing all these things yet. YET. Im gonna do my best. Growing up is sooo painful.
1. responsibility
2.emo
3.studies
4.friends
5.parents
6.MONEY!-im soo broke-
Well, life's like that right?All you got is one chance to make it right. And if you miss it, there's no turning back. No taxis or buses. =[. Thanx sis, for giving me your peice of advice. UR GREAT AND U DON'T EVEN KNOW IT.

TO DO LIST.
1.enrolment invi card
2.homework [check notebook]
3.practice piano [stop procrastinating]
4.enrolment board
5.be more responsible
6.enrolment deco & stuff
7.study! [pmr]
8.don't DRIFT AWAY.
9.spend more time with my sis
10. KEEP HOLDING ON!

The beginning of time.

In the time glowing, cratered moon began its seeming rise from the sea, casting a prism of light across the slowly darkening water, splitting itself into a thousand different parts, each more beautiful than the last. At exactly the same moment, the sun was meeting the horizon in the opposite direction, turning the sky red and orange and yellow, as if heaven above had suddenly opened its gates and let all its beauty escape its holly confines. The ocean turned golden silver as the shifting colours reflected off its water rippling and sparkling with the changing light, the vision glorious, almost like the beginning of time.

'Nicholas Sparks'

SHiT business :\

This week is one heck of a SHiT. [i mean it] It all started of with my dad who was having diarrhoea and then when he was better.. it was MY TURN!!argh.. all those long hours in the toilet was HORRIBLE.STINKY.well,i shall not descibe it further. I can't even eat.
Not even if u gave me -

• curry [Pelita-Salim-South Indian Curry]
• chicken noodles [kaisihorfun]
• french fries
• potato chips
• tons more....

All i ate was carbon. Chill.. don't freak out. I didn't eat those leads u use for ur pencil. Its active carbon which kinda makes ur shit hard.At least i think so. Something to do with that. haha. Yeah, just to remind all of u out there who's having diarrhoea, DON'T DRINK COFFEE!!! You will have an episode in the toilet if u did. [ PROOF - ME~] ;[

Oh well, glad thats over. Next thing up.. my sister's b'day. 3 more days.. [OUT]

WELCOME TO ME

She was always lost in her toughts.

The one who never found the right words for her emotions.

She never dreamed or even imagined of the impossible.

Never thought she was beautiful.

She was scared not knowing what to do,

As she lived in a world of her way.

Then, she came to her senses.

It was there all along.

She didn't have to pretend who she isn't.

She is living in a world filled with love.

For she is beautiful for who she is.

She.Her.

.... is me.

My name is Eva.